Wanted to update the site, since it has been so long. I have been so ill that it takes all of a person, to dedicate their time here. I wanted to keep it as a place to document all that I go through, but have missed a whole lot of time that I could have been putting it down here...instead of writing it on paper. We had some internet problems and me back and forth to doctors. One thing can lead to another, when life is hard on you and sooooo sick of seeing doctors. I just want to be well and to live our life as a family. I just want us to go on vacations and go fishing....to laugh and enjoy each other. But, most of my days are spent in the bed...with back pain and worst of all...are the head and leg pains. You can't get anything done...if, you head hurts or it's foggy. You definitely can't get much done, when your legs hurt so bad. Stupid medicines that I sure wish, I could flush. I am so sick of having to take a pill for this and a pill for that. :o IT is just too much and I never even liked to take a motrin for a headache. I was always careful and never took medication...there was no need, when I felt great! Now, I have to wear a Fentanyl patch, take Neurontin...which, is an anti-seizure medication. I have to take breakthrough pain medicine and sleeping medicine. Ughh, it has just become too much and I so badly need to find the culprit and figure what is at the ROOT of all of this!
I have already been dx'd with Addison's, Lyme disease and Fibromyalgia, Candida...and that is enough right there to make you feel like you are dying. :/ and that is not counting, what is going on in my back! They have found that all five layers are affected. I am miserable and only want to feel alive again.
Just got back from the Hospital..@ 3 hours ago...and was so sick. I told them, when I walked in the door that I had Addison's. Do you know that they NEVER gave me any cortisol..and believe that I could have died. I couldn't even hold my head up...I was so sick, but they didn't check that ONE important fact out. They did give me fluids and something for the nausea and vomiting, but no cortisol. Hmmm! I am appalled at their incompetency. I REALLY COULD HAVE DIED, BUT THEY WEREN'T WORRIED @ THAT FACT AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND! I can only say that our little bitty hospital...is nothing more than a band-aid shop! I am grateful to my hubby that has always stood beside me and can honestly say...that If, it weren't for him...I would have done been gone a long time ago. I really believe that.
God Bless you guys...and I am still hanging on.
Keep me in your prayers and I will yours.
