Wednesday, November 23, 2011

What is ur story?..Here is some of mine...

THIS PLACE IS DEDICATED TO ALL OF US WHO ARE SUFFERING OUT THERE. I WANTED TO HAVE A PLACE WHERE we WOULD FEEL HOME AND WHERE we COULD EXPRESS our FEELINGS @ THE PAIN THAT LIVES IN OUR LIVES.

                                                     WHAT IS UR STORY?
                                 U TELL ME URS...AND I WILL TELL U MINE.:)))

I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START.
I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A PERILOUS JOURNEY , WHILE LAYING IN MY BED.
THE AMOUNT OF PAIN THAT ANYONE  CAN FEEL IN THE BODY IS TREMENDOUS...AND ALL I WANT IS ANSWERS.
ALL I WANT IS TO KNOW, IS WHAT HAS ME AND WHAT SHOULD I DO GET IT AWAY AND OUT OF MY LIFE. ALL I WANT IS TO BE ME AND NOT IN SO MUCH PAIN THAT i HOLLAR AND MOAN. I HATE THIS. I AM SO SICK OF BEING SICK.
WE ALL WANT TO BE BETTER, BUT I AM NOT GETTING ANSWERS...NO, I AM GETTING DOCTORS SARCASM INSTEAD. IT IS TOTALLY UNCALLED FOR TO A DOCTOR TO BE SO SARCASTIC TO ME.  IF A DOCTOR CAN'T PUT ALL FOOLISHNESS ASIDE, LONG ENOUGH TO FOCUS ON TRYING TO HELP THE PATIENT, THEN HE IS NOT PROFESSIONAL AND TO ME, THEY ARE JUST THERE BASICALLY TO GET THE MONEY FROM ANY TESTS THAT THEY ORDER(just a true thought, but forgive me 4 saying).
THE WAY I  SEE IT, WHEN A DOCTOR CAN ACTUALLY SAY COMMENTs TO U THAT ARE UNCALLED FOR, IT MAKES U THINK, WHY ARE THEY EVEN A DOCTOR, IF THEY CAN'T BE SERIOUS @ WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEIR PATIENTS.
THIS IS WHAT MY LAST NEUROLOGIST SAID TO ME,"WELL, I DON'T THINK YOU HAVE LEPROSY, BUT YOU COULD POSSIBLY HAVE A PROSTATE PROBLEM." ...WHAT DID HE SAY???? I LOOKED DOWN AFTERWARD AND WAS GETTING MADDER BY THE MINUTE...WELL, SECOND. I RAISED MY HEAD AND SAID, "I DON'T KNOW, HAVE U LOOKED?" HE EVEN HAD THE NERVE TO TELL ME TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT IN 10WEEKS....10WEEKS??? IS HE 4 REAL? I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THIS IS, NOT TAKE FOREVER AND HAVE INSULTS THROWED AT ME TOO...U KNOW?
I JUST AM IRATE BECAUSE, AFTER I HAD TO TRAVEL FOR 2 HOURS AND AS I SAT IN THIS DOCTORS OFFICE FOR ANOTHER HOUR...THEN, AFTER I FINALLY GOT INTO HIS LITTLE ROOM AND WAITED ANOTHER 45 MINUTES..I COULDN'T BELIEVE WHEN HE STAYED ONLY 10 MIN TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS KILLING ME OR WHAT FEELS LIKE IT IS KILLING ME.
WELL, GUYS..THAT IS JUST A PIECE OF MY LONG LONG STORY FROM A SURGERY OF AN ACD & F SPINAL DISKECTOMY OF MY C5-C6.
LEAVE ME WITH A COMMENT OF UR STORY AND I WILL GET BACK AND I AM SURE OTHERS THAT HAVE STORIES OF THEIR PAIN.
GOD BLESS ALL...ALWAYS.:)))<3 Karen